Emotions of everything have been flooding me lately. Some I choose to write down, others I cannot fathom to write. Sometimes, in rare moments, I expose pieces of me that are frightening, but truly who i am. I've oft been noted a hopeless romantic, a psychotic madman, and worse...If nothing else, i may be afraid, but this helps me in some way i suppose. Maybe, i am hoping, that i will enjoy life, hopefully sooner than later. Life is eclectic, moods ever changing, but i cannot shake this feeling i need someone, nomatter how hard i try to be self sustained. i want to be by myself, i am a selfish person, yet im miserable without her...

Self deception...

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